Tuesday, 29 November 2011

Tuesday 29th November 2011 - The Beginning of the New Me!!

Ok.. So I have created this blog to keep myself accountable, and also to see the change not only physically, but also in my mindset.  Over the last 2 weeks, i have been inspired by so many strangers blogs from the 12wbt website, so i am also hoping that I will be able to give back to someone one day, and be the one who inspires others to make that life change.  ( I must admit that as i write this .. i seems like just a dream, and a goal that is beyond my reach)  But here goes.. I keep hearing consistency is the Key!


So where am i at right now... It is Tuesday 29th November and The silly season is just around the corner and then comes New Years.  It is suppose to be a time where everyone has an amazing time celebrating the New Year in.. but for me.. right now.. it means drinking waay to much, creating the same New Year Resolutions EVERY YEAR (1.  Lose Weight - be within healthy weight range, 2.  Get fit, 3.  Get a boyfriend),  and then watch my skinny mates score a New Years Kiss. I have tried many things over the years to achieve these, my latest adventure has been weight watchers, which has allowed me to loose a bit of weight.  My starting weight starting - 105.6kgs, weight today - 98.6kgs, but I have struggled to get past this mark.  I have always been a chubby overweight girl, however i really stacked the weight on when i traveled overseas to the UK, and my mum passed away.  Easily putting on 30kgs in the last 7 years.


I am over getting names called out to me by drunk guys - getting described as "## 's Fat Friend, or hearing the "BEEP, BEEP, BEEP .. wide load coming through".  I should really thank them i guess for getting me soo angry to do something about it.  


Today, I received an email from Michelle Bridges to let us know that Sign Up for Round 1 - 2012 for the 12wbt commences Jan 16th.  I am soo excited as this marks my last New Year of making the same resolution AGAIN.  My 34th birthday is on Jan 18th, so i look forward to celebrating my 35th birthday, as a sexy, fit and healthy new me!!